something's wrong but i don't know what is it.

something's wrong. definately. but i don't know what is it.

i've been behaving weirdly these few days. okay. ever since after prelims. i got moody and irritated easily and practically late everyday. i didn't feel anything special on my birthday either until my friends celebrated it for me. i don't know what's happening.

i went to popular to buy some o level format assesments. i got my sciences and humans. but the math one was sold out. and from bedok, i travelled to tampines and then to simei just for a bloody math 5 year series. i reaped nothing. all places sold that out. and i got pissed.

so. i decided to take bus instead of mrt as by taking buses, it allows to me have more time with myself. i waited solemnly for bus 12. two buses, no.38 went passed me. and 2 no.9 went passed too. both 38 and 9 will get me back home. but no, i didn't took any of the buses and i stood firm for no.12. i waited like 45mins and i don't know what came over me, i went to check if there's any bus 12 passing by.

and fuck no. the buses that will only go by are 38 and 9.

i got really pissed. i left the bus stop and from simei, i walked to tanah merah and then to bedok. reached home around 7 plus. than, i had tom yam maggie for dinner. knowing very well i can't take the whole packet the tom yam chilli, i squeezed everything in. it was so hot that i ended up drinking mugs of cold water and not touching my maggie at all.

what the hell is wrong with me.

and now, i can't concentrate on doing a bloody summary that used to be chicken to me. and it's dued tmr.

i think im going crazy.